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This me writing about 2020… its been a crazy year. Growing up it was always exciting to be like I can’t wait for my senior it’s gonna be the best year of my life. Well this is me in my senior year saying it wasn’t everything I expected but it’s not the end of the world either. 2020 was definitely a year of lessons. Although I could go deep into all the bad things that happened to me this year it’s always good to focus on the better things in life. The positive rather the negative. Lots of things to be happy about. Writing recently for me feels like therapy. Like when you write you don’t have to worry about anything in the world. It’s one the better things in life I’m greatful for. So wake up tomorrow feeling thankful. Focus on the positive rather the negative. Focus on self growth and be happy to be alive #kingofnyc thankful for the date #12/28/01

Bricks

We often think about a brick wall as boring plain old thing that doesn’t move. But really bricks can tell story’s … I think we could relate to bricks and it could tell story’s. Everytime we lay a brick it’s building up to make something special. You put a brick down it’s closer and closer every time each brick represents something that helped make the building or the thing it was meant to make. Sometimes things happen to us such as trials or challenges. That’s just life. Sometimes people are put into our life to make us stronger to build us into what we are meant to be. Everything and everyone happens for a reason. We are always closer and closer to finding what we can be truly. And each person or each trial is story to tell on how you got to where you are now. Each brick being laid makes a building stronger. Each challenge or person that comes snd goes makes you stronger. Life’s crazy but we can always get through it all. Wake up the next day with a new brick and a new story to tell. #kingofnyc

FEARS

Fear is a big thing everyone has a fear or has feared something in there life weather that be a scary roller coaster or a haunted house. I’m sure the weakest person in the world to the strongest person in the world all have fears. Sometimes as humans we fear being alone and losing someone we thought we couldn’t live without. The thing is although we fear these things we can’t run from it, don’t run from your problems run through it. Fear could only take over your life if you were to let it do so. The only way to over come something u fear is to actually go through. If at the end of a haunted house you feared so much you come out alive. You overcame your fear. If you survived the scary roller coaster you over came your fear. If you were scared of being alone and at the end of the day you focused on yourself and became a better person and a better version of yourself you overcame your fear. Fear is a scary thing just don’t let it overcome you , you overcome fear. #kingofnyc

Hearts

The heart is funny thing honestly , there’s so many emotions a heart can feel. There’s so many story’s a heart can tell. The heart beats about 100,000 times a day. We feel every beat everyday. One day your heart could be racing of nervousness from a big game or even just a date. Somedays you’ll feel really happy and joy. From getting lit with the boys to stressing about a math test the next day. The heart can feel a lot of things and a lot of emotions. One of the things the heart is constantly searching for is love. But on the flip side of love comes heartbreak , sadness , depression all of those feelings. Love is huge emotion because everyone wants to feel loved and everyone wants to love. But someone once asked me what is love ? Love is when you fall head over heels for someone.. when there’s not a second that goes by your not thinking about them. Every second every minute every hour. But Sometimes we can give our all for someone but our all might not be enough. And that’s when your heart feels heart break or overwhelming distress or even regret like the feeling that you could’ve done more. Depression, sadness , pain all of those things are tough to go through and honestly I wish those things upon nobody but everyone goes through it and in the end it makes your heart and you as a person stronger then you were before. The hearts pure. The hearts loving. The hearts sad. Like I said the heart beats 100,000 times a day, wake up snd feel every single beat. Life’s short so mine as well. #kingofnyc #listentoyourvoicemails

ROBOTS

I’m not a robot I feel things humans feel. I go through things as humans go through. I still love

Love is a big part of what we feel. I think anyone would do any thing to feel loved and I think that’s something robots can’t feel. The love the humans feel.

Pain is also a huge part. Without pain we wouldn’t know what it’s like to stuggle. I’ve gone through many struggles and all you can do is let it make you a better person. It’s only temporary so gain something from it.

#KINGOFNYC

NATURE

Nature is so beautiful sometimes the best and most perfect weather but sometimes not the best.

Nature is so peaceful and so great to just sit and listen to. Sometimes it’s the craziest thing how much we can learn from just putting the world aside phones , snap chat , Instagram, video games, to just sit and listen to nature.

Flowers are beautiful to smell

Clouds are beautiful to look at.

Stars are nice

Enjoy it while you can.

#KINGOFNYC